He really would be proving us wrong

Four months ago today Eric walked out of our lives…trying to prove something to us…that he is mature, responsible and can take care of himself….he certainly has showed us…

we have received letters from the bank stating that his account has been overdrawn by nearly $200 for over a week…a letter offering condolences for not approving his credit card request…and lets not forget his cellphone bill that has not been paid in two months, that is approaching the $300 mark.

Yes, we do miss Eric and we do wish that he would have handled things differently…but what we don’t miss is the tension that is no longer in our home. Mike and I realize now that 99% of our arguments stemmed from Eric and his issues. It really was rough…and now for the first time in a long time we feel like the “old us”…we come home from work and talk and laugh and enjoy being home…for a while it wasn’t like that…we would come home and both be stressed, upset with issues revolving around Eric and either one of us didn’t want to say anything and start an argument so the anger festered or we would speak and just wasn’t a good situation.

We miss him. We want him back in our lives…the question is now, when will he make the attempt?

we have tried three times to contact him/reach out to him and he has stood us up for one meeting and never aknowledged the other efforts.  Both of us have been having terrible dreams at night about Eric and the person we fear he could turn into…what does that mean? Is someone trying to tell us something?